I haven't posted for a while mainly because I've been feeling a bit bogged down and overwhelmed.
I've also been channeling my inner child and getting creative making (and selling) feather "wafters" or smudging fans if you like, though I like to call them my feather wands!! 🪶
I'm having so much fun making them! It's definitely a form of meditation and grounding for me which is what I desperately need!
We're living in times where I feel a lot of us are feeling stuck and not sure what to do or where to go.?
It almost feels like a collective grief.
It's the time of "The Great Awakening" but honestly, it all feels a bit shit at the moment don't it?
Maybe it's just me feeling it?
I'm sure a lot of you are aswell though.
We're sposed to be paving the way for the new generations, teaching them what we all now know so that they can have a better future, one without corruption and entrapment, a freer way of living.
So just like 'The Tower' in a deck of Tarot cards everything is crumbling and falling away, as it must, to make way for "the new", though I don't think WE will get to see the new but I do believe we are at the pinnacle of it.
Everyday for me feels like groundhog day and it does get draining and boring.
Even making plans for holidays or days out, as lovely as they are it just feels a bit monotonous? Like we're just filling the time.
Does that make sense to anyone?
I know I need some more routine in my life but it needs to be something that fulfills me and keeps me grounded as I can definitely live in the clouds quite happily and for a long time!
I work as a home help and one of my customers has dementia. She's always been so spritely, jolly and independent. Always smiling and sociable.
But for the past 18 months she's really declined and it's so sad and depressing to see it play out.
I have a tendency to soak up the feelings of other people, to the point of sometimes not even knowing what's my own and what's theirs. It can get me down and sometimes cause mild depression. So to constantly be around someone with dementia, and she's also very highly anxious aswell, gets me down and jangles my poor nervous system which is still frayed in many ways from my childhood!
This lady, as lovely as she is has literally lived a life as she's been conditioned to (like many many others have) and I think that's partly to blame for the dementia and several heart conditions she has aswell.
I've been going to her for about 4 years and she was/is an avid believer in the "scamdemic" wearing masks and getting the jabs plus the flu jabs aswell.
She used to laugh at me thinking that I'm mad when I used to plant little seeds about what a scam it all was and how I wont be getting jabbed up. But it was she herself who noticed all these new problems she had with her health after the first two jabs. I suggested that it was weird how she's now got all these new issues since getting the jab (knowing fully well it was the jabs causing them), and it hadn't even crossed her mind but she told me she thought that's what it was.
But! She carried on having more jabs anyway, she ignored her instincts and was too polite and friendly to decline their offer of more jabs.
Everything she eats is high sugar, "low fat" or "plant based" yes, she's a vegetarian.
I have nothing against vegetarians by the way, but if you're gonna eat a limited diet you need to get good nutrition from elsewhere don't you? So eating high sugar, "low fat" and "plant based" ain't really the one!
I could go on but my point is that she's lived 80 years here on planet priso.... Earth, only for it to end like this?! It makes me wonder what the fucking point of it all is?!
And yes, I've read enough Dolores Cannon books to know (and feel that it's true) that we choose to come here to learn and experience life in the 3D etc blah blah!
But still, I look at my lovely lady and wonder, when she looks at her "life review" when she "passes over" will she be happy with her experiences or will she wanna come back and do it all again?!
I sure as fuck ain't coming back here! I've experienced enough thanks and I'm sure I've learnt a lot in the process.. and I still am learning but I feel my mission is mostly completed in this life. Maybe a few more tweaks and adjustments need to be made but I do feel this ain't my first rodeo but it's sure as shit my last, that's for sure!
Thanks for reading.
Eyes Like Galaxies 💙✨️
My latest ‘Feather Wafter’ creation🪶
Ah that felt like having a chat with you, lovely.
Yeah many of us know someone not coming down with all sorts since the miracle injectable 🙄 I’m almost vegetarian (I eat fish) but I’ve been trying hard to reduce ultra processed foods, they really are the devil’s work. I’ve started making everything myself - even stuff like stir fry sauces. You just can’t trust the bastards to shove something in that isn’t needed.
I really hope we don’t get reincarnated. That really would be my worst nightmare. Can’t think of anything worse. Yes I know i sound like a miserable bugger.😂😂
Love to you and yours. Xx